January 2010
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times running out; all we can do is make the most...
i miss S terribly. even if we do fight on the phone or on the net, its normal. everyone does at one time or another, thats just what couples do but at the same time i think the fact that we’re can’t be next to each other annoys us the most and makes us in turn, irritable. the other night i was so upset because of things that were happening here and S didnt seem to make the hurt go...
as much as we try to be ignorant; we cannot.
argh been feeling tres sick the last few days = (
getting worried its something to do with that.
dont really wana think about it though*
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if only it was in reach
i kinda realise that what i used to want might not be what i really want now.
like the only constant in the world today, ironically, change.
people do change. people have changed. things change. this is another example of it.
the thing that ive always wanted, as always, seems so far away. it doesnt seem so right anymore as much as its been one of the only things ive always thought i would do.
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will you still be mine; i ask*
It’s the last night on earth before the great divide My hands are shaking time was never on our side And there’s no such thing as a beautiful goodbye As an ordinary day I prayed for you a thousand times It’s never enough No matter how many times I tried to tell to tell you this is love If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I I’m gonna love you...
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theres a secret behind every closed door;
i was speaking to an old friend online before and he said to me that i must be proud of myself because i made it to france on my own and another on fb and it got me thinking.
what i said i would accomplish last year; especially me going to france as a study abroad (even though i was going to do it for two mths; one mth i think will prove to be good enough), i cannot believe i have actually done...